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Hey ...
Sorry for not the 'up to date blog ' haha..
kinda feel moody for the past few days ..
Maybe just found out what was the cause or the main problem was.
well yea, you know? the people whom you really love might not be the ones who understands you?
Thats just how ive been feeling for the past few days ..
and when i say loved ones, that includes families..
now i realise i cant depand too much on them cause they wont even make things better .
And by adding to my problem, yesterday mzheedyaya did something ...
i really dont know where to start.. and i know youre readin this.. yeah....
well HE IS MAD YA KNOW! yea... you solve it yourself.. dont wanna add any misery no more..

Now its 12.24 am.. im at my aunt's house..
i had heard alots and lots of stories from a bunch of "ARRRGGHH" peoples that i hate now..
i can't believe it.. cant believe all those stories where true .. if only i could understand what people are saying when i am two years old, maybe it can be avoided..
i cant believe those are the people that once upon a time pernah "SANJONG " tinggi2..
and that you people are just simply called 'egoist'..
Didnt know Some of MY families or should i call my EX families?
and can i even break with my families? haha -.-
well dont giva sheet .. they just think they can pull me down by that way?
no man! you're wrong..
and to who ever that is reading this and terase kan..
sorry eh? haha.. dont worry.. =)
will gonna still hate people like you all... buang mase aku uh dulu ngn korang .
serious uh. kalau tao dulu ngan bangla lagi worth it uh..
now the only thing in my mind is bazaar , mak limah , work , gym.
yea..
To farrah FOXCETT..
hahaha!! i will tell you the whole story .. sorry lau tadi tak lepak sesame..
haha.. dont know if you are shock or not uh..

and im typing this as clearly as i can ok
PLEASE , TO MY FAMILIESSS
LEAVE ME ! and you know who you are ..
hate me for all you care..
you werent even there when im in need..
you dont understand me la deyy..
so get a life la..
stop pressuring me ..
i aint the same old me ..
SHA - moan la... aiya.. forget it la..
just buat hal masing2 suda..
And extra info..

I miss 4N2 2009 ..
goodnight sweetdreams.

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